picture entry Re Tard.

random pictures from this year..been lazy i know. hope this makes up for it.

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wa wa wa..

this post is stupid..i'm bored and i'm off tomorrow..everytime i get a day off..nothing is goin on the night before..whatever. i have a school girl crush on bradley cooper..those posters of him in "HANGOVER" are hottt..hahaha..anyways i'm kinda in love with this song right now..i'll probably play it out a million times..and by wednesday i'll be soooo over it. hahaha who knows.

MILK- Kings Of Leon

anyways ever met someone you were probably really close to in another life?? i think i have. no it's not like that it's like instantaneous best friend status..they just get u and u get them..wow. haha i giggle just thinkin about it cuz it's so gay hahaha. i thought making real friends in your twenties was impossible, hmmm guess not =)



p.s. mr. fine is leaving to sweden for a month =(

april fooled

damn i got april fooled reeeeeeal good. it's too embarrassing to even post up..but i had to give props to YOU out there. that was harsh but it worked. and for the first time in my life, i've been april fooled! AAHH fuck you!! we shall never speak of this again. damnnnn hahahaha i wanna hide under a rock and die now. hahahaha for realz B!!

high fidelity & chicken shit

"And fucking--when is it all going to stop? Am I going to jump from rock to rock for the rest of my life until there aren't any rocks left? Am I going to bolt every time I get itchy feet? Because I get them about once a quarter, along with the store's tax bill. I've been thinking with my guts since I was fourteen years old and, frankly speaking, I've come to the conclusion that my guts have shit for brains." --Rob Gordon

that was a classic quote from one of my all time favorite movies, High Fidelity.
A movie about fear of commitment, hating your job, falling in love, and other pop favorites.




i haven't been this fond of someone since hmmmmm since i was like 19. ever since the demise of my first great love, i've somehow come across a few gents that seriously can't hold my attention for more than a month. this one actually feels different. scary, no? well, i'm terrified, there must be a reason why i still keep this lad around..this is right about the time i get "itchy feet". but instead my palms get sweaty, my tummy flutters and i really do try to look pretty for our dates and shit. hahahahaha. it's a fun feeling, but i'm scared shitless most of the time. oh no, let's see where this goes..

i got 5 on it

day 1
wednesday heart attack

dub club & 7/11
the girls, charlie, pinkberry, pre party, budddddd, rasta mon





day 2
thuzzzday never lookin back

the griffin, hookah bar, in my room
redbull vodkassssss, football in parking lot, 3 to a bed





day 3
& friday i'm in..

the griffin again
skinny teddy bear, a pleasant surprise, u could get that drunk at the griffin?




day 4
saturday, wait

my first adult party
finger foods, open bar, cool old ppl, girl on girl





day 5
sunday comes too late

apple
laker party, jackie's sqeeeeeeeze, free gas, free food, & the real zohan

my proximity infatuation

proximity infatuation=
in so many words, just a crush.


remember that feeling you used to get as a kid, when u had a crush on someone. i feel like that now. hahahaha. i don't wanna ruin things by getting to know someone too quickly or completely, cuz then the whole crush factor is diminished and i completely lose interest. i love this feeling, it's like being a kid again =) ..but at the same time aren't we all supposed to end up with someone?? see that's the part, i don't quite get. YET.

" If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time, then I'm neurotic as hell. I'll be flying back and forth between one mutually exclusive thing and another for the rest of my days."
this probably the most personal i've gotten since like, july..oh so what.

from facebook

don't really feel like blog-blogging today..but decided to share my 10 to 1 from facebook. because well..i can. haha.


Monday, February 16, 2009 at 2:44am
A different spin from the "25 Random Things" note. Yet, ANOTHER note for you to get to know your friends better, and vice versa. Fill in your answers, and tag as many people as you want.. or not.

Ten Things About you right now
1. i played guesstures with my friends today.
2. most of the polish on my fingernails are chipped..that shit ain't crackin.
3. i'm single.
4. i'm watching Blow for the 50th time probably.
5. Valentine's Day was the shiiiiiiiiit this year.
6. my feet are freezing.
7. i probably won't sleep til 5am.
8. i feel kinda lonely right now.
9. i should finish folding my laundry.
10. i just changed my sheets.

Nine Things I Wish I Could Say To Nine Different People.
(Please don't ask me who I'm talking about, cos I refuse to spill. But some of em might be a tad obvious if it's directed to you.)
1. pleazzzze just shut the fuck up.
2. your breath smells.
3. i miss the old 'us'.
4. you're slutty when you're drunk.
5. you make me feel like a kid again =)
6. i wish you could shake that habit.
7. you're funner when i'm drunk.
8. can i do your hair?
9. you're such a hater.

Eight Ways To Win My Heart.
1. just be down..for whatever
2. be charming
3. smell nice
4. have some jokes
5. dance, sing and toke with me
6. have SOME manners
7. don't flake
8. have a PhD(pretty huge dick)..im kidding.

Seven Questions That Cross My Mind.
1. what's your problem?
2. did i take my pills today?
3. should i wax or shave my poozy to save some $ ?
4. and what?
5. when's my next oil change?
6. are you serious?
7. why am i such an asshole sometimes?


Six Things I Do Before I Go To Bed.
1. shower,floss, brush, listerine
2. take my pills
3. put on my socks
4. check my phone
5. lower the volume on tv..press sleep
6. get into fetal position

Five People Who Mean A Lot To Me.
1. my family
2. my friends
3. keanu
4. coco
5. lukas

Four Things I Am Wearing Right Now.
1. looong socks
2. a warm robe
3. granny panties..hahaha it was laundry day
4. v neck

Three Songs I Listen To A Lot, Lately.
1. lykke li- my love
2. lykke li- breaking it up
3. kelis - millionaire (ft. andre 3000)


Two Things I Want To Do Before I Die.
1. live in london.
2. date a black guy..haha joking. but seriously, be a mom, even a single mom before i'm forty.

One Confession.
1. i have a crush on a persian guy.

last night

was ridiculously fun.

updates

i cut my hair..significantly shorter. dont worry still hot. hahaha. but i had to!! my ends were fried as fuck.

so mr. fine wants a date. i dont want A DATE. i just want mr. fine, hahaha. im kidding. almost.
"I always tell the girls, never take it seriously, if ya never take it seriosuly, ya never get hurt, ya never get hurt, ya always have fun, and if you ever get lonely, just go to the record store and visit your friends." -PENNY'mothafuckin'LANE